today was.....interesting.school, not much but atleast its friday. steve picked me up around 6 and we headed to natalies. watched "American History X". never seen it before and it was amazing. shocking ending, but still great movie. definately a classic. were supposed to leave around 9:30 so steve could get home by curfew, but movie didnt end till 9:50 so he hurried and rushed us out of there. i havent broke down when it came to boyfriends but tonight i couldnt hold it anymore. this week was just complete confusion and i feel bad cause i feel like i caused all of it. i love you steve.